I'll take your abuse,
I'll confide in your "love".
I'll put on your ring
I'll walk down the aisle
You take a swing
I force a smile
You took your meds
I took our child
I'm rotting, decaying.
You're lifeless, degrading
This following song is dedicated to the greater Los Angeles area.
I, I never wanted this, I talk to no one and notice everything.
I, I never thought of the pain. I believe in nothing I doubt everything.
I'm standing trial, and I'm so afraid.
Being left alone is all I know. Selfless wreck with no room for growth.
I, I have no purpose and I hate all that I've become.
I always had to shoulder the guilt, but still crumble under the weight of your words.
I grind my teeth to the gums because I'm desperate.
I'm finding solace in nothing, full of resentment
You maintain your composure while I just fall apart
I still exist in my own self made mess
Thanks for reading.