60. Out of things to say

I finished a song for the first time in six months,  it's about you.

59. a ray of light

It's been months since I've been this excited about anything

58. F.S.C.F.K.Y.F.M.

I.W.I.C.H.Y.A.T.T.

57: falling farther from just what we are

This is how I feel today after I re discovered this cassette a few days ago buried at the bottom of my CD shelf.

You always forget how good records like "Purple" are until you re listen to them long after their prime has passed. 

I don't care how "tuned in" you are too music. Your attention always strays from classics loved at an earlier date. 

That is, until you find them again. You can re connect with them on an entirely new level, 

and this song has successfully killed me. 

I can't listen to anything anymore because of you.

56. big empty

Embrace the void,

taunt the night.

Mock the walls you study,

only to find that they mock you right back.

Find solace in nothing,

fear in everything.

Drive alone,

dine alone.

Talk to no one,

notice everything.

Communicate with objects,

listen only to the air.

Grind your teeth to the gums,

only out of desperation.

Grind every single axe,

only for survival.

Believe in nothing,

doubt everything.

Wake up,

fall asleep.

Stay asleep,

waste your day.

Skip meals,

out of disgust.

Stay alone,

I need no trust.

55. This is for you, about you, and towards you.

Listen closely, lean closer, stay as far away from me as you can